I think ive been wasting my years

I have a lot of free time like when I tell you free time, I mean I got FREE TIME ALL DAY EVERDAY.

My parents were never strict and I always had freedom, like i could leave the house and they wouldnt notice, as I grew up I never had discipline and ig its cool n all but i technically didnt have the parent figure growing up yk, people say how cool it is to not have strict parents with all the freedom you can have but its different when your not getting that parents attention

The fact I never got discipline or parent attention from my parents I feel that it made me a very independent person because I didnt know how to interact with people and etc, I spend my days at home on hot days wondering how I can make friends to hangout with knowing I cant make friends, i feel like i have a bland personality cause im not around people, my parents are bad people just not like PARENTS FIGURES yk

I do have 2 friends but we barely talk

I cant explain it but my life isnt eventful, i dont feel anything mentally when I honestly think about it, i dont like to explain my feelings or my personal life situation cause my life is literally nothing to talk about, I sometimes just sit and think about what i should do with my time but with who but theres nobody

Nothing im saying is making sense but im just confused, ive spent 17 years of my life feeling like i
I havent achieved anything besides being independent

Im yapping rn but i litterally cant process my life style
if my life was a podcast itd weird

Maybe I just need to move out of my parents house and do something for myself

I dont like summer break cause it reminds me of how lonely I can be👯‍♀️

but people are dying out in the world so i cant be worrying about this so womp womp💃🏻

this is cringe, i never rant on this forsaken app💀

  Pizzzzza

Enlist in the military trust me I’ve been where you are military has everything you’re looking for and more

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  Mike°

There's a lot of opportunities that are waiting.

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  Bubs 🎩

Csillen (gone fishing…. for...

I agree. We will always have your back. Even if you feel that way you can still find a way to enjoy the free time. Some say "prove them that you're good enough." those who say that are wrong. It is never healthy to feel that you have to earn someone's attention. Try doing something different every day. Do something you've never done. I know I'm just a stranger behind a screen, so you go to need to take this advice.

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  LeelaWiffWaffles ( Quit ) (...

Oh I'm so sorry... maybe talk to them about it? plus you all of us like more than 800 so ur lucky! But if u ever need to talk u can go over to my account and talk! I hope you feel better soon!

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