Then you might just wanna wait and graudally play your guitar, well that is. secretly, But to be honest whether or not they force it upon you, Theres a choice to be given. Not like thats a barrier for you to try and love them, since there are many reasons for you to do so even if that is happening, Dont know how youll be able to just nudge around the narrow wall, but youll be able to manage.[Maybe but you have a choice, not like there isnt one. what ive said is quite trash to be honest]

I have told her, and I have lost respect for my family alot ever since, I dont even love my family anymore

👁👄👁 [you may tell your mother what you feel about it to be honest, since it feels like it is forced upon you, Like a job that you dont like but are forced to work for your family]

BE QUIET WHILE I DRAW OC IN STRIPPER OUTFIT

NOO