Yeah

Yeah it does:( I still don't understand why you forgave him but idk I feel like I'm either way to forgiving or just incapable of regret

Don't apologize for venting
I personally forgave him since well I didn't really interact much and I felt like he deserved a second chance he did a lot of shitty things that feeling is relatable when I was with illegal I felt like someone actually finally loved me and I loved them back turns out it was just a fucking dare to get shit and it was him and his friend laughing behind a screen at me loving him that shit sucks

I'm sorry for venting I probably shouldn't but this is something that makes me so angry for some reason

I feel like I need to everyone else likes him everyone else acts like he's such a kind person but he scared me then because I'm so stupid I believed him about everything on his gold acc at one point he made a small like idk what ro call it about like? Being abused? So as far as I had any reason to believe he was a little kid being hurt who bullied people to deal with that crap. He reminded me of my little sister. With some of the crao ther I almost thought of "gold girl" like a younger sister he'd say things about wanting me to like his drawing or him wanting my approval and it made me feel happy because either miss my sister's I missed that feeling and now I know he was probably sitting behind his phone giggling over it. Then when everything happened him and candley both called me a horrible person saying he was just having fun