I hate trusting people

I hate being nice.
I try to be kind and somtime sit results in friends somtimes it results in "friends" who manipulate you and hurt you. Zayrin you were the final straw. I hope your happy with yourself. I'm not gonna be as trusting with people I'll just stick to my friends and maybe make nea ones as time goes on zayrin this part is for you.

I trusted you. I cared for you. I defended you I talked for you and with you and comforter you and when I admitted you were being manipulative you proved me right by calling me evil and k still tried to reason with and calm you down. You just threatened to cut your throat and kill yourself. I hope oneday you experience what that's like. What real feeling of self harm are like. I hope you don't act on it but still. I hope somone threatens to hurt or kill themselves because of you and I know that makes me a shifty person but why should I care anymore I want you to know how horrible you are I wnat you to know you arnt the only person with feelings. You arnt a "innocent child" your a manipulative demon who wa sput here to hurt people and you've hurt so many I hope you find peace I hope you find love I hope you grow and understand what you have done wrong. I wish you well. But I hope somone knocks some sense into you cause you broke my trust in the fact that being kind undertaking and patient is the answer
You random the dime and many others. I hate you all. I need a break I'll be back later today or next week who even actually cares I font know anymore
I thought this app was helping my mental health but then people like zayrin random aka "goldy girl" and a few others I don't even wanna name cause they'll fucking shit themselves with joy over somone saying their name. I hate myself. But I wnat it clear that unlike zayrin I don't expect pity and I'm not saying this to guilt trip people. I just needed to vent and this is my safe place.

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