(⚠️) How vrchat Ruined my family, and my life.

𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴

This is a rant, that may include Grooming / pedophilia, drugs and alcohol use, and will be generally uncomfortable for the average person

please keep in mind that 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗼 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀. I'd just rather get it out of my system, and talk about it to the internet then bottle up my emotions.

I know there might be someone going through something similar, and dw dude i understand how it feels

okay.

Few years ago, when i was around 11. (3 years-ish)
Me and my parents used to go to church, and on weekends would be timr out together with the family.
Hello, My name would be 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘺 at this time. We were sober beings that loved doing things together
It was my favorite thing to do, Just to have fun with my family.

One day, we got our very first oculus quest 1, when it first came out. I was so curious , I wanted to explore this strange world of possibilities.
My father immediately sunk straight into this reality, so did I.
I was left unattended in my room, socializing with people much older than me, being unaware of the consequences.

I found Vrchat, after mt dad talked about it and seeing videos online, it was so interesting! I couldn't hold in my excitement. I jumped into this reality, finding people that I felt were just like me.

I... started learning about ERP (ERP IS ALSO : "Erotic Roleplay", which is pretend sex(ting) , from adults, Learning from them, to the point where I started doing them myself.

It was absolutely disgusting.

I got groomed, Treated horribly Online, (this is why theres a block button!)

My dad has been married to my mom for over 20 years. My father starting playinf vrchat, more vrchat, and nothing else but that.

My ad ignored my mothers cries, as he was distracted.
Nobody was there for mom, and She watched as dad flitered romantically eoth people online, but not her. Its bullshit.

mom has watched dad fuck other girls but not eith him, so she had sex woth someone random to spite Dad
my mom started drinking excessively +drig use

Im trying to get usedto the DIDthing, but Im try ing
My mother started showing signs of DID

so yeah now my mom id an Addict and shit

there is much. ore to talk abt but i just Am too lazy

SUMMARY: almost divorced family, im hypersexual aka dont understand what love is and think its lust so i express myself that way
i am weak and tired

extra note: didnt re-read but uh my mom is almost 50 and dates someone who was 19

hhhggg

  rsraic8

I couldn't be more sorry about you having to go through this, it's unfair you all have to live like this, because it's absolutely no good for both parts, you and your family.
So as I said at the previous post, I'm here for whatever you need, buddy. I really care about you to be fine

9 hours ago   Reply

  Jasper

thats really sad. I hope everything gets better man

17 hours ago   Reply

  jrs1015

I am so sorry you had to go through that at such a young age and even now. I cannot imagine what that must have felt like and I hope that in the end, everything works out for you.

18 hours ago   Reply

  ᶩᵉᵃʱ ᵇ ͥⁿᵒ

THATS THE LONGEST DESCRIPTION FOR A ANIME EVER- (and I hope u get better and ur family)

18 hours ago   Reply

  goober (formerly Void)

holy..fuck.
that is THE worst example of how not using buttons.
i pray your family gets better soon. and even if they don't..

i'm still here for you. through and through.

21 hours ago   Reply

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