im not crying anymore

i feel better
my sister also sang me a song sh3 used to sing all the time, its called saint Bernard by Lincoln, whenever i miss her or am sad i listen to i bc it reminds me of my older sister
she sang it to me and stuff
and the 988 suicide and crisis hotline will recall me tomorrow to check how im doing

so thats nice

im helping myself so cleo wont lose me, i know how it feels to lose people you love
i love cleo and I'll do anything for her so
this is the best i can do