⚠: suicide

first time i had to go out in the rain without pants on
i ran
bolting to the fire department b
since i dont have a license to drive
lol its really hard to keep these tears in
my mom made her suicide letter, all day today ive been in the room withher, trying to support her since nobody is home, shes been in 8 seperate calls of crying and sobbing and she told meshes gonna kill herself
i had to sit through hours of suffering
haha i dont think im gonna make it either
i cant stop living like this. i need to leave
i need help
please help me

i cant do this anymore

nobody is fonna help my mom
so shes gonna end everything

i swear i never felt so much bottled emotions in my life
im trembling

i am
trying SO hard
to stop her
nothing is working
i cant just grab her and restrain her
shes gonna be in nore pain
i cant do anything
i called my sister shes home now shes trying

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