I’m not a healthy person

I really wanted to say this for a very very very very long time.

So, where should I start:

Well the title is “I’m not a healthy person”, by that I mean I’m not a mentally healthy person, and I’ll try to talk about this subject in the careful way possible.

I am broken, and I have been broken for a long time, longer than I had this account.

And the hole time I have been broken, I haven’t talked to anyone about it, I’m very insecure, but I’m also very weak, and fragile.

This might sound like a post where I say I quite the app for a while to “find myself”, but I can’t really do that, not right now, and it’s probably because I’m not at the right place to do that, i also don’t want you guys to care.

When I mean I’m not at the right place, I don’t mean I’m in a bad place, I’m just in the wrong one, I can’t really do much about that.

This is not a confession, but a statement, a statement to tell you guys I’m not doing well, I don’t actually know what’s gonna happen to me, all I can tell you is that, idk.

“If I had the time, I would’ve written a shorter letter”, I just wanna get a bit off track and say that sentence, I forgot who made it, but I have to say, it’s beautiful, and I sure wish I had the time to make this shorter.

I don’t want you guys to worry, but I also don’t know how to say it properly.

Will I ever find a person to talk to, probably not, i might just see that very famous line become my story, “if you don’t die a hero, you’ll live long enough to become evil”, or something.

Idk.

I also don’t know how to finish this.

I kinda given up in life a while ago, I’m just happy that I get to experience you guys, I’m not gonna end my life, but I’m not going to live it for a long time, if that’s what I need to do live, I’m going to do it.

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  Ash

I think as long as you’re having fun in life, you’re doing just fine. I was actually planning on making an animation about that hehe. Anyway. If you need someone to talk to im always here, i promise i will never judge you or not wanna be friends for anything you tell me, im usually active for a good portion of the day even if I don’t always reply immediately. Make sure to keep yourself safe and do things that make you happy, even if you are “broken,” you have lots of people who care about you im sure.
Love ya /platonic

10 months ago   Reply

  A not so masculine b1tch 😋...

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I’ll think about it, thank you a lot

10 months ago   Reply

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It's good that you've let it out, well not fully but still, because keeping it inside and acting like things are fine is really tiring and slowly will affect your mental health which can indirectly affect your physical health aswell
If you need someone to talk to, I'm here to listen mate

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