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Its okay to care about someone and at the same time feeling sad. Your trying so hard ro communicate with him but at the same time you want him to notice you.

As much as I wanna do it I also kinda don’t so unless I have the PERFECT opportunity to talk to him it’s hard to do it. Actually even then it’d be difficult.

It’s not about him getting mad, I just don’t want things to be awkward, and he’s hanging out with several people right now and that would make me even more nervous

I get what your saying but if he's a good person he won't be mad at you. Things might be awkward for a minute but that's worse case scenario. And if he gets mad it's a red flag avoided