just bought yarn & a hook, randomly learning crochet... how the heck does it work

much harder than i thought... i cant even hold it right
day 2: gosh i'm so frickin bad... the hook keeps slipping out, and when i think i've got it, NO. omg it's so fkin frustrating. just want to make a magic circle thats literally the only thing i need to know to make my damn plush 😭😭😭