POEM NUMBR 5 BROKEN

Broken-
You sat and watched me deteriorate
Are you insane?
Wat went through ur brain?
U stole my happiness
Cuz u were my happiness

U engraved lines through each valve of my heart,
Damaging each chamber,
Letting my blood leak onto ur hands,
Where’s ur guilt?
Why do I feel bad?
U left me
But I left me too

U ask me wat changed
U told me ‘it’s not u it’s me’
U said u WERENT good enough
U could’ve been good enough

U made me decay
16 year old murdered mentally,
It’s not on the news
But it happened
Nobody knows
But it happened

Smoke leaves ur lips,
Entering ur bloodstream
Turning ur soft sighs into well kept screams

I want to hate u
I say I hate u
But I can’t hate u
U were my everything,
U were my priority though it didn’t seem that way,
I sit and stare aimlessly at no pictures,no texts,no memories
Why?
I forgot u
But u never forgot me
Cuz u broke me

U scattered my bones across each pavement of memory,
U wiped ur bloody hands all over the concrete staining purity with ur deceit,
I don’t forgive u but I’ll forget u
Wallah I’ll forget u

One day I’ll look back healed and ready,
And I won’t remember y I was broken
But until that day
I won’t curse ur name
I won’t mention u
I won’t be enraged by you,
U had too much power
And u destroyed me
Made me so sour
And now everyone pays for wat u broke.

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