mindset

im so sorry im really sorry i wish i was normal i really do
im so sorry im making such a big deal out of this
im so weird and im so dumb but if i say this people will think i am seeking attention
i wish i was normal
why am i like this
why can't i believe any nice thing that is said to me
i am not real im so sorry
i dont know why im like this im so sorry
why do i feel like the care i get is never enough
im so selfish and self centered people have worse struggles than me
people reassure me enough yet i still dont feel like im worth anything
i put others before myself yet i break down thinking and wondering why i am not cared for
why should other people care about me when i dont even care for myself
my brain is so stupid i genuinely can't
it says on one hand others are more worth than you but on the other
your worth isnt recognised enough
why am i happy one second then another second i get so miserable out of nowhere
im sorry
maybe im like this because of something that has happened in my childhood
im so sorry
i dont know why im so weird and unusual
i wish i was normal
i am such an idiot who feels like everyone's forgotten about her
i wish my body my brain my heart my gut can comprehend that i am not the worst
but maybe i am and maybe that's why it thinks like this in the first place
i am not okay im so sorry
im so sorry i make people worry about me
im so sorry i really really am i need to get my point across
im sorry
from the bottom of my heart im sorry
please im sorry about everything im sorry i apologise so much im sorry for acting this way i need to just sleep and in the morning ill laugh at this all
or maybe not and maybe ill still feel this way after a week
maybe the nauseous feeling in my gut is just due to the fact i haven't eaten properly in ages
or drank something healthy, if youre in my discord gc youd understand exactly what i mean
why am i practically an alcoholic
im a waste of life that just rots away in her own room
im sorry
not even my own friends like me i think im so sorry
im sorry
im sorry for everything

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  Heard 🔞(I post nsfw art. DE...

i will promise never to forget you

8 months ago   Reply

  <Zuo>

>;[

<THISLL BE A PROCESS OF TRUST, DON'T YOU DARE BE SMACKED BY THAT EXPERIENCE, YOULL GET THROUGH WHATEVER THE HELL IT IS, YER LOVED!!!>

8 months ago   Reply

  Ash

Diddy

^^^^
THIS
YELLOW UR AWESOME STOP THINKING THAT WAY ABOUT URSELF WE ARE NOT LYING WHEN WE SAY WE ALL LOVE U (platonically)

8 months ago   Reply

  🟨🟡CannedHeart's Studios🟡🟨™

I will miss you and I hope you will come back one day
And btw your not a bad person if you think that you are great never forget that!

8 months ago   Reply

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HEY YELLOW IT'S OK!! U'RE A HUMAN IT'S OK TO BE SAD
WE LOVE U AND CARE ABOUT U!! EVEN THO U CAN'T BELIEVE IT IT'S ALRIGHT WE UNDERSTAND :D
U'RE ONE OF MY BESTFRIENDS U'RE A FUNNY FRIEND AND U MAKE ME LAUGH :DD
AM FEELS EMPTY WITHOUT U U'RE IMPORTANT!!!
IF U NEED US WE'RE HERE!!!
IT'S NOT FAIR WE HAVE FUN TOGETHER AND U SUFFER ALONE!!

TAKE A BREAK IF U NEED :]

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