okay.

the truth is i haven’t been good in a long time.

my dad has a very high chance of getting thrown in prison for five years because he has to “pay” child support even though he isn’t a fucking absentee father.

everyone i once knew on this app either left a while ago or hates my guts so much they won’t even bother to talk to me.

it’s like i have this monster inside of me that scares everyone away and makes my life worse.

and i wish i wasn’t so rude to Zimick he was just trying to get compassion for me but my dumbass pushed him away like i do all my friends.

i wish i could turn back time to a moment where all of this didn’t happen yet and fix everything, but i can’t.

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Guh

thank you, i just feel bad for how ignorant i was back then and how i could of given everyone so much more if i just stuck around. i can’t forgive myself for a while for how much people i’ve left waiting.

6 days ago   Reply

  Guh

Ay man calm down I now sometimes you feel regret and cannot reverse time but sometimes you just have to push through til you find something that really makes you happy.. Someday your life will be better I'm not trying to be the kind like " buddy it's all sunshine and rainbows " I'm more like trying to make sure no matter what stay strong like a solider

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