It's ok to feel that way sometimes. They all the time you need :) sometimes I just need a little break to gather my emotions and feelings too before coming back.
Wait, what the actual fuck
Sorry but what an actual dick
It wasn't your fault at all
I know you might feel really bad right now but whoever that guy was they had a serious problem
If anyone pushes ur boundaries and makes you uncomfortable you should at least tell them that and if they keep doing it then you should leave. they obviously weren't a good friend.
Friendships like these happen all the time especially now since we're young
But don't beat urself up about it because it's not ur fault
You didn't do anything wrong they probably have a problem or whatever
They should be greatful they had a friend like u >:(
It's ok cuz u can find better friends than them :)
Hope u feel better soon ❤️