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I just don't know why I cant be like the other kids..like my parents are never here..!

They always have the world excuse..they pretend they are too busy..
I know they have a lot of work to do.. but the can..at least give me attention right ?
I'm feeling so useless it always treat me like I was nothing like I was a burden to their lives
I really hate it.. I want to feel loved I'm scared I become an orphan they are so inhuman!
I really want them to stop what they are doing and give me some attention !
Why can't we go on march in the park ?
Why can't you go to a restaurant together ?
Why can't we act like a normal family ?
My siblings are f****** helpless !
They do believe they don't have parents and that s*** is making me so crazy !
As the oldest of the family I'm supposed to make sure that my siblings are fine !
Some of my bellies even call me orphan!
I really don't know what to do about this s***
I feel like I'm the worst child the parents can ever dream of having !
I'm just drawing to drop all of that stress !
I want to live in all my life and I want to have a normal family
I want my siblings to be happy even if it makes me be sad !!!
Nvm..

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I get it, I don't have it as bad but my mom chose my abuser over me. It's hard when you can't get what you need from your parents but they love you, I'm sure that's why they work so hard

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