Death to Self

(<A person were once innocent, yet the corruption of this world as it due to the fall of man, brought death and evil.>)

(<Nevertheless the he no longer was innocent as he was brought to the corruption shown to him, Whether forcefully or curiosly, he saw a path to either find his innocence or linger on despair, pain and fade away either forced by others or himself, or both.>)

(<This is the first step to spiritual maturity or let's say, Death To Self.>)

(<As he chose an option, it is seen in his daily actions on what he chose willfully doing, the heart connects to what the he chooses, it spans in light what he is now and is not.>)

(<he Possessed knowledge, faith, and the choice of good and redemption)

(<he chose to be consumed by his own Despair and Torment, why has this happened to him?, he asked himself, then he sobbed broken, as he lamented.

"I have filled my crops with weeping, they've drowned"

"My foe scatters my spirit, I placed a cornerstone for a path, my foe treaded over the trail that i have made."

"I lost my own path as i guided not even one to a path, I've covered myself with nothing."

"No one else has heard my cries, not even myself."

"My hand decays as i dug up soil that has spoiled in my tears, they die out."

"I am not even worthy of me."

" The Lord hears my ache, yet i have deafened myself"

" Lord, shatter my darkened heart, for i long you, save me for your unfailing Love"

"My Harvest with thorn's and fruit's as I looked back, I walked with The Lord"

"I saw no thorn's in my harvest, yet i saw it on The Lord"

(Also, I'd like to share, The "Foe" the Person was talking about, was himself, scattering his spirit willfully, even knowing it harms him, as a way of satisfying his own ambitions and desires, as a form of way to fill the canvas of his life)

(One more thing I'd like to share, Anger isn't Inheritly Evil, as intentions and what is the cause of that Anger, but as said, don't let the sun go down when you're angry <Ephesians 4:26>)

(And this is reflective on Orthodoxy, the path of Theosis.)

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  <Zuo>

debelowkt

(Alrighty!, you may be patient with yourself as well, learning ain't gonna be without any side effects <Especially if your not that inclined/intrested/understanding of what each sentences mean>)

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  debelowkt

<Zuo>

Sure. I could try

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  <Zuo>

debelowkt

<Glad you found some intrest in it!, I'd also recommend if you have time to read Father Rose Seraphim's book's if you may>

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  debelowkt

pretty fuckin peak??? i like this

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