How dare you💔- by me
How dare you-By moi💔💔💔
How dare you
Dare me to love you,
When you forbade us
When I forbade u from us,
I left you angrily
You jokingly snatched me back,
So then I stayed,
I enjoyed my time,
Silently tasting every sour lime,
So I left you jokingly,
You sat and stared at you screen blankly,
I don’t know u
I barely met you,
But we were supposed to sit and expected die together,
I try so hard to anger you but you never left due to anger,
You never actually left.
And everytime I’m scrolling back in false memories,
I remember your voice chiming hourly,
You spoke how you texted
Now I’m trying to memorise your laughs and familiarise your voice,
So if u come back,
I won’t have to restitch every seam you left half open.
But you got annoyed when I questioned us,
When I repicked old wounds ,
But you healed so much faster than I could,
I like the skin you walk in,
I want it touching my skin,
I want your worth to give me some worth,
I want you heart to be locked encrypted with my name,
I want your phone spammed in 1’s and 0’s saying I love you,
I said it for fun,
I said it cuz I thought I meant it,
Turns out I did mean it,
But this time it’s intensified through pain.
My futile attempts to put our lifetimes into words,
You didn’t understand the cosmic vastness of emotions that conjoined,
Intertwined violently until locked together for eternity,
Intentions to make this piece rhyme are restless like you once were,
You love my madness so I used it against you intending you to derive you away,
You never went away,
You sat and stared until I came back after your pleas,
So I turned my anger into hysteria,
Cuz baby it’s anatomy,
You were precisely half of me,
You sat and listened to me and used it against me,
Habibi you did it infront of everyone and I dropped it,
Do not excuse my anger,
You got irritated at me for hating myself,
I just wanted to be enough for you,
So you mended what never broke,
You sent sorrows for my incompetence,
You took precautions,
You added dainty pink bows
To my heavyweight blows,
But loving you is a losing game,
But wat is love if there is no heartbreak?
I want to forget you now ,
But I don’t want to forget this,
I don’t want to forget that you did this,
Yes I’m overreacting,
Yes I know how to get better,
Yes I know you *will* return,
But I like to believe not,
I would like to believe you have someone else,
So I can learn to hate you,
So I can stop loving you,
Cuz I know you don’t have nobody else,
I know the people who trouble you,
But those same people love you,
I know you gonna laugh if you read this,
Know I’m near the verge of tears,
Cuz you may soon confirm my biggest fears,
Apologies if this is sloppy,
But so is flesh,
So know if you do return,
With another flavoured ice lolly,
That same flesh will be painted on the concrete you walk on,
That same flesh will be marked on that sugar high,
So if this is really goodbye
And not just a I’ll see you,
And it may be some time,
Just know reality doesn’t rhyme.
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