I wish there was some sort of manual or instruction that could help me go through my life, im so tired of being the rope of this tug of war my Mom and Dad are playing. Im going to break one day and my parents aren’t going to forgive me, i hope they do but i don’t know what i am going to do or what the fuck im capable of but i know i can be a dangerous person if i wanted to. I don’t want to hurt anyone, i really don’t, but picking at my skin and hitting myself isn’t working the same way anymore. I feel like a puny ant trying to tame a large feral beast that gets stronger with every mistake i make and every breakdown i have. I don’t want to be alone anymore, i need someone to tell me everything is going to be okay, i know i am nowhere near the best person to be told this or the fact i don’t even deserve anything of the sort but i need help.

This is a callout for help, please someone help me, im so scared and alone i need someone to comfort me. I don’t want to be like this anymore, someone please heal me from my scars, mold me into someone better. My family can’t afford therapy, please i can’t fucking do this anymore.

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