Okay so,

For a couple of months i have been in a really dark place, i felt like no one cared about me, that i was alone and no one could come to help or even relate to me. I felt like a blown out candle in the dark, but Evan lit me up again. Thanks to you Evan i now feel good about myself again because i know that Zimick is in a good place now, and with a friend he can trust. Im so sorry that the things i did for attention when i was younger hurt you like this, i know how much it takes to attempt suicide because i have done it before, the story i told to you was a watered down version but i still hurt myself very badly that day. I didn’t have the strength to actually pull a trigger on myself but i did manage to cut myself silly until i passed out bloodied on the floor, i still have scars all over my chest, my arms, and my legs from that day. And i hope that Void can be a better person then i was to you when i was 13, i hope she makes you feel good about yourself and reignites the light you have inside you because Zimick your heart shines so bright… the fact you still gave a fuck to write me a letter even after i did this to you left me astonished, i know it’s hard to talk to someone that hurt you but you’re a good person and still wrote me a letter anyways.

I hope you spend the rest of your years the way you want to, and that you live your life to the fullest, and even if i don’t ever speak to you again i’ll be fine with that now that i know you’re okay. You deserve to be happy and to be with someone you trust and i hope Void is exactly that. And for the record i loved the way you were happy, the jokes you made and the feelings you gave me, and i feel silly thinking about that stupid post i made to you saying how “i can’t support this relationship anymore” when you were the one supporting the relationship, im a full blown moron. But i didn’t mind you at all, you were snarky and different and i loved you for that, the different and weird people are the people who lighten this world and make it a better place. You were wonderful and im sorry you had to babysit my shitty 13 year old self but im glad i got to know you, and i love you Zimick i still love you so much, l felt so awful when i read your other letter it killed me like i just murdered someone, but im glad you’re still out there. I’ve missed this app and everyone’s art, i feel home here and i feel welcomed by this place. Im just starting to reconnect to my roots in the soil that have died long ago and i want to try and regrow as much as i can. Im still sad about all the people i knew on here that are now gone but i hope they turned out the same as you Zimick and you Evan, and im glad both of you are evolved versions of the same wonderful people i remember, you both are great and im glad i get to see you both blossom in the ways you are now. I love you both so much and im so happy you’re still living life better then i am right now, you both have been so wonderful to me and i thank you for letting me be apart of your lives. Thank you all so much.

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