Okay dude this is getting stupid. (For that person in my comments not anyone else to avoid confusion.)

No matter how desperate you are i am not slipping up and getting pissy over some random ass dork that keeps spamming me bullshit that doesn’t even make me feel anything but pity.

Is this really how you want to spend your summer???? Saying nonsensical garbage to a random ass person on the internet who probably wont even fucking remember you a year from now.

What you’re doing is stupid, what you’re doing is a waste of time, and what you’re doing makes you look like a fucking moron and it makes me genuinely sad because instead of doing something like helping your parents with something or learning ways to be a better person you’re stuck here smashing your keyboard with insults that fly over my head constantly.

I was mentally tortured by my parents arguing, brutalized my skin till i have fucking 1 inch wide scars all across my body, cried into countless shoulders and pillows, and my skin hardened to the point where i barely even cry anymore. Im like a stone wall and i only let a few people inside that can actually make me feel something.

You think that you’re stupid insults will hurt me? You think that just because you spout some random words into my ear that i will be angered by them? No, the answer is no, and even worse is that im not even typing this to be rude or to make you feel bad im typing this because i genuinely are hurt by the thought that you find this the best use of your time.

This is stupid, it has been stupid, and will continue being fucking stupid if you continue with this nonsense. Suck up whatever bullshit feelings you have towards me and please be better, please dude i don’t want you to waste your time like this please. Please?

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  🍸• Roman_Martini • 🍸

Zimick 💙💛🩷

Keep being yourself too Zim. 😊❤️

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  Zimick 💙💛🩷

🍸• Roman_Martini • 🍸

I can promise you as well it will never happen again, because we both understand one another now. And I think we’re both mature enough not to let other people affect what we think of one another. Because the last thing I would ever want is to scar you like I did. And I can definitely tell you still hurt from the things I said, and I’m still a little sore about it too. But I don’t blame you anymore and I understand you and I were just stupid kids over our heads.

Keep being your sweet self Roman, because I love it.

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  🍸• Roman_Martini • 🍸

Zimick 💙💛🩷

Thanks Zimick, im sure this trip will relieve some of my stress i get from my parents, i’ve always been a big fan of Tahoe and the outdoors so im sure i will like it even more. The whole reason im managing to push through all of this nonsense now is because of you Zimick, seeing you return after what happened back there really did bring me up. You are such a wonderful person Zimick and you are the reason im going to try my best against this bullshit situation, and i promise you that what happened between us won’t happen again.

I love you Zimick, and i hope that you are able to find something to do that’s just as fun as this trip im going on. :)

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  Zimick 💙💛🩷

I’m sorry you have to go through this sweetheart. People are dick wipes seeking attention at every turn. All they want is to see you upset and make you mad. And you are so so so strong for not letting that affect you. I’m deeply sorry your life isn’t going well, and I hope this trip you’ll take can relieve some of that stress. If I could do something about this I would, stay strong hun.

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