Its okay im just glad your alright

You do really just need to get out of there.

If you feel burdensome then maybe your friend can also help you with that. I would. You just might need a better work ethic if anything. I do recommend trying to crash with a friend. Look at it this way, if what you want most is to get out of there then do it! Its ruining your motivation. If you do get out then you might actually become more motivated to do the things you don't feel comfortable with.

what is really bothering me is forever being stuck at home, treated like a mere child or useless leech who does nothing.

However I do my chores or whatever I'm told and yet I'm still shoved right back into the metaphorical dirt.

I just wanna move out even if it takes moving in with a friend to better help out where I need to grow. But I feel burdensome if I were to randomly crash with a friend since I really have nowhere else to go.

Hey. Don't let one thing ruin a whole day of the year of you. I know how hard things can be sometimes. What is really bugging you lately? Let's talk about things.