I’m really bad at comforting people but I can relate strongly to this. Its really fucking hard to deal with feeling like a chore. All I can say is I hope things get better for you and I’m always open to talk about stuff hhh
This means so much more than I could ever put into words, it's nice to have someone to relate to. And I'm sorry that you could relate to this, that's awful. I hope things get better for you too and if you ever need an ear to listen I'm here.