well um, my brother basically told me that i should reconnect with my friends and try seeing em irl, and even try to see this one person (which is what i shouldve done a long time before), it might seem stupid, but it's what i wanted to do for a while but didnt have the courage to do it, and my brother basically wanted me to laugh more ig, like be happy. and he actually wanted me to talk bout my feelings, which i didnt expect him to, i mean he's 12, he shouldnt really be worrying...
it took me like until like end of june, beginning of july