damn, if only i met that counselor a couple of years ago...😅
not only the meds, but talking to ppl like family helped me out a lot. Like ive been feeling empty since I was 10, i never really had family i could talk to, i rarely talk to my father and stepmother when i lived with them. the only time i'd be happy with em was like on holidays like christmas or new years, cuz we'd usually see their parents, that was the only time my step mom would talk to me, which ik was fake at the time, she usually gives me attitude or yells at me, jus for the fun of it. and a breakup w/ a girl a few years ago still hurts to this day. and when the lockdown happened, and i couldnt see my friends, is when i started to feel like shit, cuz i never really talked in my own house and i felt ignored a lot. my father and step mother are complicated. it's funny cuz the whole time when i was 12-15 living there, they thought i was happy
sorry for the vent btw