Aye, i may not know you well, probably not well enough to be saying this but, i care about you! Despite not knowing you really well, you seem pretty cool. I also, kinda understand whats exactly going on. Im as well the friend thats either forgotten about or ignored. But just know, youre going to get through it and youre going to make friends with people that actually care(not saying none of yours care now). You have no idea what positive things that are to come in the future. Yes, there will be negative things, but try and stay positive. I hope this helped, if not, its fine!