(Part of it is just….)
(This is the first time we’ve been online at the same time in weeks)
(I haven’t talked to you in over forty days)
(Doesn’t help that before you left you were slowly pulling away)
(I fucking missed you two months before you disappeared for almost a month straight)
(And you’d think forced change would cause some form of adjustment, but it doesn’t..)
(And I’m clingy and sick and tired and lonely asf and I can’t deal with this shit anymore)