(Part of it is justโฆ.)
(This is the first time weโve been online at the same time in weeks)
(I havenโt talked to you in over forty days)
(Doesnโt help that before you left you were slowly pulling away)
(I fucking missed you two months before you disappeared for almost a month straight)
(And youโd think forced change would cause some form of adjustment, but it doesnโt..)
(And Iโm clingy and sick and tired and lonely asf and I canโt deal with this shit anymore)