I cant even imagine how painful and frustrating that is. You’ve been patient and its ok to feel upset. You have every right to be angry and sad and to feel like your being treated unfairly.(your showing really good restraint, id be fucking raging.) Ik you k hes just worried, and im sure you have your own shit with him but he’s just scared and uneasy. This will pass, i cant promise things will be the exact same, but if it was bad enough to attempted that might be a good thing. Change happens, but this isnt a permanent change. Its gonna heal and things will feal better, but you cant rip of the bandaid before that happens. Try talking to him reasonably and hear his side, and have him hear yours. Talk to him about closing your door, having things like scissors and other things but know somethings will have to be adjusted into. Hope any of this could be of help 💕 Dont hesitate to talk to me if you need it.