Yo, if you have discord and need someone to vent to or even just to talk to, mine's tweilslash#9198
I'm normally open *almost* the entire day so when you message me I'll try my best to reply
Stuff like this is serious and I would like to keep things on the low for you instead of something so huge be exposed to so many people.

I also saw your most recent post, take as much time as you need. It's important.