I know you would and I saw your posts and I’m sorry about that and I know but I just think I need a brake to think things through I have kinda a lot going on right now as well and I have too many emotions and ones about other people and it feels unfair to you to not 100% be in love with you and call you mine and not feel that way now I’m not saying this brake is ending us or that I don’t love you but I feel so guilty whenever I have to think about who I love and wonder if it’s you and if It dosent end up being you and we’re still together I’d feel horrible so I think it’s just best for me right now to take a brake