the fact i still feel that its my fault. im just so scared and shaky people online that i talk to are eusjiejd never understand whats going on with my life they just always think that im ignoring them while im not its been bothering me i have been abu$4d 3 months ago its so traumatizing. i felt like it would be weird if i told my “partner” abt what happened i just still feel like its my fault.