However, this is not a competition of which has the most miserable life, that's not a good thing and nothing to flex about (i'm not saying you're flexing about It) but still, If you feel like that i don't know How can i help you, but i hope you feel better and goodluck

I don't usually talk how i am irl, so I try to be nice and different

I don't see you victimizing yourself but just hurting yourself
I don't need to say i'm sad all the time in social media, id be wasting my time
I do have a life, i won't say when i'm happy or Sad ALL the time