Ok tysm

So I'm nonbinary But I haven't told my parents so they still think I'm a girl & I have boy short hair but my mom doesn't want me to cut it so I keep begging her to let me but she keeps saying no

And I also want to try a new style but I don't have any good clothes & she won't let me go to the store or anything
And I want a binder but then she'll ask why

And my parents think I'm to young to think abt this but most of my life I've felt like I'm not a boy or girl

Ty for listening