NO
BRO U HAVE SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR
TRUST ME
my mom has cancer and almost died bc of it. i also almost died once. i was depressed and had bad anxiety. i also have adhd, so i cant focus really well im school so my parents get mad at me for bad grades. i felt suicidal too, but i know that god has a plan for me. just like he has a plan for u. Please, read this. even if u think its cheesy. trust me.
Dueteronomy 31:8
The Lord himself goes before you; he will never leave nor forsake you. Do not be afraid, do not be discouraged.
I encourage u to open up a bible app or a bible and read that verse over and over again, or read the book of Psalms. or genosis, the beginning. Sorry that this is so long!!