I always do
I cry myself to sleep every night
I am tired of breathing and living
I know I'm alone
My friends think I'm always happy but in real life I'm sad and alone
My brother makes everything harder
He is why I have trust issues and anger issues
My parents wouldn't except me if I said I have a crush on a girl
Every day is a war and every minute is a battel
Im alone
I always put on a smile
Writing my feelings doesn't help
Every time I look in the mirror I look like $h¡+
My dad always looks at me when I eat like "bruh stop" even if I didn't eat anything until dinner
I know there are people but they won't get it
I just want to die