You’re aren’t full of bad luck, your over thinking it sense you’re afraid and scared of Rejection

Rejection is a lot to take but don’t over think it,
Your upset sense you don’t know to like or what to feel anymore with your emotions

You are amazing and awesome, don’t overthink what happen in this year sense a bunch of this year was a bit of shitty things, you suffered trauma from 2 years from things happen in the past.