YOUR FUCKING INSANE! KEEPING HOSTAGE OF A LIVING FUCKING BEING FOR YOUR OWN GOD DAMN BENEFIT!! SHE HAS A FUCKING FAMILY! If you really had a heart, and if you really loved her, you would consider her. Not use her like a god damn toy. Let the poor lady be. She's been through enough of you for it to be okay.

Maybe you could at least let her have some fresh air.
Maybe like daily for a walk or to go to the park?