I just need to explain something.

yes, you are the person I was talking about. but do not say that I hate you. I don't. it's just innocent things that you've done that have bothered me because I have a problem. none of the things you've done are actually bad. i just can't help it.

you know zimick? I really liked him. like, I really fucking liked him. he helped me through some deep shit, and I caught ridiculous feelings for him. obviously you didn't know, which is why I said the things you did weren't actually bad. you did nothing wrong. even if you did know, you got there first and I really had no right to be upset. but I can't fucking help it. and then, when I tried to subtly explain to him why I was so upset before, it went completely over his head. which, again, I'd nothing for me to be upset over. I'm not mad at you, or z, I'm just. upset in general. not with you.