bro
HA HA
Sorry I don't know what to say
I understand the feeling of wanting to do everything and at the same time you don't have the strength to do it and maybe at the last moment you give up believing that there is no hope
I really don't know how to deal with it hehe I'm stuck on it but it's not necessary to leave it like this I say the end is not near and it is a process of looking for what you are to stop being like this then
I don't suppose you can really bro you can you need encouragement you can have a good number of people who can give it to you but...
It is up to you that bad things make you good or make you stronger
Remember you are someone important to who and I know you can handle this
DON'T GIVE UP CAUSE