[damn. yea, I used to be the artist. and I used to be the one who was into mycology, and astronomy, and all that science junk. but, now that my younger sister(the oldest of my younger siblings) has gotten into it, I've just been sorta. pushed to the side. now she gets all the credit for that shit, even if it's smth I did, everyone assumes I got it from her. it makes me so angry, and as a result I've gotten disinterested in 90% of the things that used to make me happy]