...no I dont.....*she grips her arms, her fingers digging into her skin* I'm disgusting. I can't make up my stupid mind...and because of it I keep hurting you...I hate myself for it...you deserve better........*she starts to cry*....I love you more than anyone else. but I still can't get rid of my other feelings....all I want is for you to be happy...and comfortable...but I can't even do that......