I still don't exist
I tried so hard but it just ads up more its just worthless i.m fighting against myself
G̸̺̈́̂͒̍̒̇͝ḥ̷̢͍̙̪̎̎̅̅̄̃̀͂͑͝...
Nah you arent also you aren't fighting against yourself, you are healing yourself from the damage the world has done to you.