This might not be very comforting, but if it’s not how you two usually joke around maybe it should be kept down, like think before you say it, I do hope everything gets better again, we all make mistakes but that’s how we grow, don’t let it drag you through the mud and make you think you’re a bad person, just take your time to think about everything and to learn from this experience best you can, you’ll be okay and just take a break