I do care for you, I still want to be your friend, but I usually mess things up
It's my fault and I take full blame

I'm sorry
I didn't understand at first but know that I look at that, man im really an asshole. But I never mean to be like that,
(Please don't think I'm blaming it on excuses) im pretty sure it's because of my Autism and ADHD, I don't understand things and I'm also an over thinker
I hope you can forgive me
Honestly