all i want to say is, you have one life only. live the best of it, dont think about bad things, just always be positive. You never know when a sudden turn will happen in your life that is benefitial or a consequence, so do the best you can. Like i said, there is only one life for each person, and that life is almost never taken for granted. I mean it when i say that i want you to live a good life, no matter what happens to you, you can get through with it. I believe in you.