Stop trying to be a “good guy” and move on with your own life you can’t give up rent space in your head to someone who from what we know now isn’t even who they show they are, and I can’t guarantee another person will have that experience hell they may have the same expiernce but get a different lesson in life, you have a chance to grow you can’t worry about the next man your all you got, from birth to now and in the unknown.