Of course it’s not.
You don’t understand how I feel
I want to die
I want to fucking stab myself and die
You won’t understand
No one will

And yes I’m mean
Do I care?

Maybe I do…
Wait—?
Did I just say…. ?
No way

I don’t care
I don’t care
I don’t care about anything
Or… maybe I do…

Damnit
Why am I talking to people now
I’m sorry
Why am I apologising?

This is not me -