"IM SO TIRED. I JUST WANT TO GIVE UP BUT DONT WORRY ILL MAKE IT THROUGH. IF I GO MISSING FOR WEEKS, I PROBABLY HAVE NOTHING TO DRAW. IF I EVER END UP DISSAPEARING, DONT WORRY ILL BE JUST FINE. IM SLOWLY LOOSING MY SANITY AND WILL TO LIVE BUT THATS ALRIGHT. THE URGE TO JUMP OFF A HIGH BUILDING IS GNAWING AT MY WILL BUT ILL SURVIVE. I JUST FEEL DEAD AND NUMB NOW ANYWAYS. THANK YOU FOR JUST READING THIS AND BEING HERE. THANK YOU FOR THE SUPPORT#" hey just translated your uhh bio uhm just making sure u didn't do what u were thinking