Ok so I kinda feel as if I’m not doing enough for everyone and that if I make a single mistake I’m going to lose this all my fans the people that support me and also I may seem calm or happy all the time but I’m exactly the opposite I’m always scared that I’m going to slip and when someone like bos nugget say to kys I don’t know what is sadder the fact they said that or the fact that sometimes…I want to do it