Someone I consider a role model says that is houkd apolagize, so I will, and I wnat you to know that I genuinely mean this.
I'm sorry if I hurt you or what I said came off as insulting, you hurt me but that isn't an excuse to continue being rude to you back. I should have just let you know what I wanted to and then not continued with the conversation and I take full responsibility for the way this situation escalated