My friend, are you Muslim? Remember, suicide is not a solution to anything, instead, take the life that dragged you to it and move on. I am 17 years old and I have come close to suicide many times.I gave up because it's not worth it. "Daha mutlu olamam" is a Turkish song, look at the meaning in your own language, then your life will change. A song can connect a person to life, at least it can open their eyes.Nice to meet you by the way "friend". (And yes, I still try to go to the cram school for lessons.☠️)